i am spoilt

Jack Wills hoodie and knitted jumper from Topshop? yes thank you, muhahaha <3


p.s. i haven't actually got the jumper yet, it's in the post.


http://www.topshop.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/ProductDisplay?beginIndex=0&viewAllFlag=&catalogId=33057&storeId=12556&productId=2207392&langId=-1&sort_field=Relevance&categoryId=208525&parent_categoryId=203984&pageSize=20

<3

i look into your eyes, thought i knew you for a minute now i'm not so sure..

one of the most horrible feelings in the world is watching someone you care about, who you thought would always stand by your side, drift away from you and turn into something you thought they'd never become.

"i haven't changed, it's called growing up" if this is growing up then i wanna be forever young..

everyone's a let down, it just depends how far they go.

i just want everything to be back to how it was. that's never gonna happen.

what have you done with my best friend? i miss her :(

Oh my gaaad, you look just like Shakira, nono, Catherine Zeta!
Actually, my names Marina.

Sleepover!

Had a hilarious couple of days.
Went to the park with catherine, jack and andrew. Went to catherine's house. then went to tamara's house. mucked around, took pictures and bitched for a while. the lesbian antics begun at around, i would say 8. teehee.
we watched dawn of the dead, which i shat myself at even though it wasn't scary. we did a bit of dancing to 'big booty bitches'. we went on omegle, which was interesting. mostly we talked about boys, or acted like lesbians. was funny :')

had an amazing couple of days :) on Thursday went to see The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe (which my bbe's Catherine + Emily were in) with my Tamara and Lauren and Jack and Steven and Andrew and Joe and Ryan and others. Was good :)
And then last night I went to Catherine's house with Emily and Tamara and Lauren and Steven and Jack and Andrew and Joe and Brad. We watched the Lion King and High School Musical, because we're cool.
So yeah, overall had a pretty good couple of days. And now it's half term! Woo. Going to Tamara's tomorrow and seeing my dad and his girlfriend on Tuesday and Thursday I think ;3 and hopefully doing other stuffs too. Yay :3

I straighten my hair most days. I wear make up, every day. I don't dye my hair but I want to. So I must be a fake slag, yes?

You want to be dressed in poetry, but imagery doesn't fit ♥

this peppermint winter is so sugar-sweet ♥

I haven't blogged in 4 days :O I can only apologize.

So. The past few days have been rather boring. Not Sunday though, Sunday was good. Had a bacon bagel for breakfast, read a bit of 'Elle'. Then went to the park/my house with Catherine, Tamara, Andrew, Emily and Jack. Watched Camp Rock 2, played a fierce game of Pictionary, had crazy monkey sex in my bed. Your average Sunday afternoon.. and for dinner we had chinese. Food, fashion magazines and friends - a perfect day in my opinion ;)

Monday was boring apart from PE. PE's actually been pretty good recently, we're doing trampolining/fitness which are my two favorite things to do in PE ;D Tuesday was even more boring. but it was quite nice weather :) and today was ite. Had PE, tech and music, pretty good lessons :) might play a bit of the Sims 3 ;) gotta love it ;D


This weekend I'm seeing my 2 year old cousin, who I love, yay, and various other members of family. And might be going to my friends dance show. On Sunday I'm planning to either sleep, do a tiny amount of homework, eat and watch TV in my pyjamas or go out with people. I haven't decided which to do yet.


I can't wait until half term :O movie night/nights, sleepover (only got one planned so far but hopefully they'll be severak ;D), might be going shopping with ma mum ;). Gonna be pretty awshummmm. Apart from the fact that it's meant to be my time of the facking month. what can you do? Should be good anyway ;D


160 days until summer 

I need a hug :'/

i love you

I'm not sure how much more of this I can take.

I hate you, but I don't want to loose you :/

100 truths

001. Real Name: Ellie
002. Nickname(s): er, meathead, meaty, ellie poo? :L
003. Age: 13
004. Horoscope: i was a cancer, but now it's all changed and i think i'm a gemini or something?
005. Male or Female: i'm totally a girl :)
006. Nursery: holly spring
007. Primary: holly spring 
008. Secondary: garth hill :D
009. College School: probably garth hill

010. Hair colour: brown
011. Long or Short: long-ish
012. Loud or Quiet: both :) 
013. Sweats or Jeans: jeggins
014. Phone or Camera: both
015. Health Freak: no but i worry about my health a lot :L
016. Drink or Smoke: neither
017. Do you have a crush on someone: meh
018. Eat or drink: i <3 food
019. Piercings: nope, needles and pointy things fucking scare me
020. Tattoos: i want one when i'm older but probably won't
021. Social or Anti-Social: probably more anti-social tbh :L just cos i'm quite shy sometimes
022. Righty or lefty: righty :D
023. First piercing: nah
024. First relationship: when i was 11 :L
025. First Best Friend: erm, a few that no one knows from toddler group ;)
026. First Award: can't remember
027. First Kiss: LOL, i wish.
028. First Pet: fish that were my brothers and hamster :)
029. First Big Vacation: disneyland paris when i was like, 3
030. First Love at first sight: it could happen
031. First Big Birthday: not sure
032. First Surgery: neck, boom
033. First sport you joined: yeah right :L

This or That
034. Orange or Apple juice: apple
035. Rock or Rap: both are ite
036. Country or Screamo: quite like country, hate screamo
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: nsync? :L
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: both
039. Night or Day: i enjoy day
040. Sun or Moon: hm
041. TV or Internet: both
042. Playstation or xbox: xboxxxx
043. Kiss or hug: both? i dunno
044. Iguana or turtle: turtle!
045. Spider or bee: ew, bee
046. Fall or spring: i love both, but probably 'fall' :)
047. Limewire or iTunes: itunes
048. Soccer or baseball: nunno

Currently
049. Eating: just had a cake ;)
050. Drinking: coke
051. Excitement level: not very high at all :L
052. I’m about to: if i had anything else to do i wouldn't be doing this, trust me.
053. Listening to: bird song - florence and the machine :P
054. Plan for today : homework if i have any, sit around on the laptop, eat, watch eastenders, shower, sit around for another hour, bed.
055. Waiting for: nothing at all
056. Energy Level: normal
057. Thinking of someone: i might be
058. Want kids?: i sure do

059. Want to get married?: yeah
060. When?: no earlier that 25, no later than 35 :)
061. How many kids do you want: i want twins but i doubt that'll happen
062. Any name on the mind: shush
063. What did you want to be when you were little: artist :L
064. Careers in mind: creative and media:) journalism, photography, summin like that
065. Mellow future or wild: it can be sehr wild at times :o i don't like it :L
066. Something you would never try: urrmmm, smoking
067. When do you want to die: 80+ ;D
068. Lips or Eyes: eyes
069. Romantic or funny: both
070. Shorter or Taller?: same height or taller
071. Protective or Caring?: both
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: both
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: stomach, but nice arms are pretty hawt too
074. Sensitive or Loud?: inbetween
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: relationships
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: inbetween
077. Muscular or normal: normal :L
078. Kissed a stranger: nah
079. Broken a bone: nah
080. Lost glasses or contacts: yah but not for long :p
081. Ran away from home: only for about 5 minutes when i was like 8, with a chocolate bar and 10 pounds :L
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense: no ;O
083. Killed somebody: no way
084. Broken some one’s heart: don't believe anyones cared about me enough for me to break their heart i'm afraid :p
085. Had your heart broken: hum.
086. Been arrested: nah
087. Cried when someone died: a little
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: eh?

Do you believe in
089. Yourself: sometimes
090. Miracles: yeah
091. Love at first sight: yeah
092. Heaven: yeah
093. Santa Claus: of course
094. Tooth Fairy: totally
095. Kiss in the first date: yeah:) no time like the present, i say.
096. Angels: nah

Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: yeah :)
098. Are you seriously happy with where you’re in life right now?: pretty happy.. it's really bad but really good at the same time :L
099. Do you believe in God?:  i think there's a possibility.
100. Post as 100 truths? i might.

ohai uggs

a falling star fell from your heart, and landed in my arms ♥

happyhappyhappy
Had such a good day today :) went out to town/park/pizza hut for Andrew's birthday with Catherine, Jack, Andrew, Zoe and Tamara. Thanks guys for such a lovely time ♥


Also, my ugg boots should be coming this week :) yayy! Who says money can't buy happiness? ;)

I love you guys. A LOT.

Natural History Museum

ohai
Went to the Natural History Museum today with Catherine, Emily, Ryan, Joe, Jonathan, Alex, Brad and lots of others. Was funny :') Got a picture with a giant foetus, as you do.

I love my friends ♥

Why do I always fuck everything up? Poo bags.

You know what?

Suck my dick.

Billy Elliot

Jesus freaking Christ, I am bloody tired. Went to see Billy Elliot yesterday with some of our school. Was so good, I would recommend it to anyone who isn't homophobic. Literally took my breath away :')

On the downside, didn't get home until after midnight which wasn't too bad but I was absolutely shattered and I couldn't really get to sleep. So right now, I am rather tired :L

Didn't really do much on the weekend cos my mum was ill, didn't get my shoes or anything :( but probably getting them this weekend. Woo, shoes! Yesterday and Monday had exams which were crap. Today was actually quite a good day, had PE first which was a laugh for once. Trampolining is so much fun :') and then had a weird assembly thing about options which was pointless but hey, it's better than Tech so idm :)

Yeah. So, might go have a bath/shower now because I am Ellie Smelly. Gooddddd night

Last Friday night yeah we danced on table tops, took to many shots, think we kissed but I forgot ♥

o hai thar
Had a vaaaaary good day yesterday, went to Catherines with Tamara and Lauren, and then to Jacks with loads of people which was fun. :) then back to Catherines with Tamara Lauren Catherine and Emily. We basically just talked all night about boys and stuff, as you do :) Then this morning was going to go out but mother nature's a bitch, plus my mothers ill so I decided to go home and do some revision. Which I did and then I've been playing on Sims 3 ever since :D
Tomorrow I'm meant to be going to go shopping with my mother, so fingers crossed she stops throwing up and such otherwise no boots for Ellie :(
So yeah, quite looking forward to seeing Billy Elliot on Tuesday with Catherine, will be pretty good I hope :)
Anyway, that's it for now I guess. Probably going to do some more revision now, have nothing to better to do and it'll keep my mum quiet so woo. Thanks for reading :)

Buzzzinnngg!

The next week or so looks pretty good :3
Going to Bird's house for a sleepover with the girliess on Friday, and before that going to Jack's party with everybody :) Gonna be aweshumm<3
And then going to see Billy Elliot with Birdy and some other people from our tutor/school on Tuesday. Should be quite good :) and then the natural history museum on Friday, which could be fun. It's better than a day of school though, so I'm not complaining. Also should be getting some lavely uggs this weekend. Good times (:
The only downside is exams, options evening and doctors tomorrow -.-


Had a pretty boring few days, school, a bit o' revision. Not very exciting. Next week should be better :D

Got my laptop back. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

Better than revenge.

She looks at life like it's a party and she's on the list, she looks at me like I'm a trend and she's 'so over it'. I think her everpresent frown is a little troubling, and she thinks I'm physco because I like to rhyme her name with things. But sophistication isn't what you wear or who you know or pushing people down to get you where you wanna go. They didn't teach you that in school so I guess it's up to me, but no amount of vintage dresses gives you dignity. She's not a saint and she's not what you think, she's an actress. She's better known for the things that she does on the mattress. Soon she's gonna find stealing other peoples toys on the playground won't make you many friends, she should keep in mind, she should keep in mind, there is nothing I do than revenge. I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at hunny, you might have him but haven't heard, I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at hunny, you might have him but I always get the last word.

Sunday

Had a good day today :) Went to town and then Tamara's with lotsa lovely people. hehe.
I have been without laptop for OVER TWO WEEKS now. I miss it so much! The crap man at the laptop shop said I should have it back by tomorrow.. let's hope so. I told him that I need it to revise but the truth I just want to use msn, photoshop and iTunes again.

So right now I am doing science homework which is just sooo much fun, my grandparents came over for dinner (which was actually painful, my grandmother is SUCH an annoying eater! she bangs the plate;) and eats really loudly, it's actually disgusting -.-) and now they're watching Dancing on ice (which is a pile of poo).

I still have loadsa money left, I'm thinking of buying a Vivienne Westwood bag (a cheap-ish one, I don't have THAT much money left) and some new uggs (actual uggs this time instead of Kurt Geiger ones, I can actually afford them YESSS) and that'll leave me with just enough money to buy a couple of pairs of shorts or a dress for the summer. Lala, love having money :')

My mum saw me writing this and was like DON'T PUT ABOUT YOUR MONEY ON THE INTERNET PEOPLE WILL MUG YOU. oh dear. Well, as I pointed out I haven't actually put how much money I got (it's probably not as much as you think it is, I'm making myself seem richer than I am. sneaky, aren't I ;)), and no one will mug me for clothes or shoes because er that's trampy. As for the bag it's not actually that expensive in my books, plus you can't tell it's Vivienne Westwood so not really worth stealing, is it? But she just shouted at me.

What can you do?

♥

I love the few people in my life that I can always rely on, that are always there for me and put up with me on my worst days. People that like me for who I am and never ask me to be someone else. They care about what I have to say and are amazing friends, even if sometimes I'm maybe not as good a friend as I could be to them. They actually care about my feelings and they understand.
Some people have many friends like this in their life.. I don't have that many. But I don't mind, cos I got the best ones. If any of my true friends are reading this, thank you for being amazing, I love you with all  my heart <3

I wanna see your peacock cock cock, your peacock!

what is taking over me?

I think my immune system has died. This is the like, 5th time I've been ill since September. And I hardly ever get ill. mergghh.
So right now I am rather tired. I was up literally all night coughing, I fell asleep at 5:30 maybe? and then got woken up again at 7:30, and then slept until 11. Dayyumm. I hate being ill D:

Today I've been listening to a bit o' 3OH!3 and various other artists that bring back memories of year 7 :') times where everything was simplier, none of the boys had started their periods and everyone was nice to eachother. Happy, happy days ♥

This day is mine.