Atm I am in bed almost in tears.. Over clothes? All day I have literally been obsessing over bloody clothes. What to buy, what to wear, trying to decide between topshop or superdry, Zara or jack wills.. branded vs highstreet. Why not just choose both? Damn. I feel stupid now.
I feel like life hates me right now. I'm ill for a start.. Tired, dizzy and stressed. I'm going mental over nothing. I think it's the lack of school. I have nothing to do all day and it's driving me crazaay.
I just need to relax. Try and calm my crazy teenage hormones. Focus on new years with birdy, and the pre new years party with everyone. Yay. (oh god, what am I gunna wear? Oh haha aren't I funny.)
aha. i'm normal.
anyway, going out with some famalam tomorrow. Woohoo. So anyway they'll be arriving in 12 hours so it's sleep time for me I think. I love you all, my darlings. Thank you; and goodnight.
Wednesday, 29 December 2010
Countdown to insanity.
I don't have a laptop :( the cooling fan was making a weird noise >< so I'm writing today's blog on my iPod.
been a pretty boring few days, went out with Catherine yesterday. That's pretty much it. :L
Hopefully going to London sometime next week. To get various things from slightly tacky brands because they are the obsessions of every teenage girl I know. Including moi. Heh heh heh.
Anyway, dont really have much else to say. Well, I do, but it's taking to long writing it on my iPod :p
So, erm, goodbye.
been a pretty boring few days, went out with Catherine yesterday. That's pretty much it. :L
Hopefully going to London sometime next week. To get various things from slightly tacky brands because they are the obsessions of every teenage girl I know. Including moi. Heh heh heh.
Anyway, dont really have much else to say. Well, I do, but it's taking to long writing it on my iPod :p
So, erm, goodbye.
Monday, 27 December 2010
Shopping.
Another christmas gone.. shame, I love christmas. Presents, good food, amazing TV, family all together. Pretty lights ;3 and now it's all over :(
Oh well.
SALES!
In the past 2 days I have brought 4 CD's for £25 (was £40), a leather bag from Fat Face that wasn't actually in the sale but it was only £35 and I need a small bag for the summer so.. :3 and eyeliners from Topshop. Teehee. ;D
Also, getting a superdry hoody and maybe, hopefully some uggs soon :) and maybe some kind of ted baker/louis vuitton/other bag. I love my dad for giving me large amounts of money :p
Anyway, I hope everybody had an amazing christmas, got what they want etc, enjoy the sales and have a happy new year! :)
p.s. thank you for reading and I'm sorry it was short and boring. x
Oh well.
SALES!
In the past 2 days I have brought 4 CD's for £25 (was £40), a leather bag from Fat Face that wasn't actually in the sale but it was only £35 and I need a small bag for the summer so.. :3 and eyeliners from Topshop. Teehee. ;D
Also, getting a superdry hoody and maybe, hopefully some uggs soon :) and maybe some kind of ted baker/louis vuitton/other bag. I love my dad for giving me large amounts of money :p
Anyway, I hope everybody had an amazing christmas, got what they want etc, enjoy the sales and have a happy new year! :)
p.s. thank you for reading and I'm sorry it was short and boring. x
Saturday, 25 December 2010
Merry Christmas :)
Hope everyone is having a good day, and gets what they asked for :)
I got:
I got:
- A new camera (I actually got this in September. it was a early Christmas present :P) Ted Baker body stuff, some bracelets, a jumper, a scarf and hat, loads of sweets, a make up bag and some other stuff from my mum
- Chanel perfume and a lot of money from my dad
- One of them toys that you put in the miCrowave and take to bed with you (kinky), scarf and hat, calender, some body stuff and £30 from my grandparents
- £15 topshop giftard from my brother
- soap & glory gift set, fluffy socks, necklae and around £70 from aunts, uncles, cousins and my other grandparents:)
- keyring, sweets and body stuff from family friends
- and the presents i got from my friends last week, hairdressing sizzors, bracelet, sweets, a toy camel :)
Just had christmas dinner. Oh god, it was so good. I feel so sick now. It was worth it.
So happy right now, only I wish my dad was here :/ he's on holiday in Singapore because my mum hates him. even though he got her Miss Dior perfume :O
Happy christmas everyone :) <3
Friday, 24 December 2010
REALLY,
Christmas eve woohoo. But instead of being happy and Christmasy, I'm more angry that someone has upset my friend 2 hours before Christmas.
Selfish and inconsiderate people get on my nerves.
I mean, seriously, just stop thinking about yourself for one minute and think about how other people are feeling. It's not hard. And most people really do appreciate it.
Yeah, okay, you're angry and upset. You're not the only one who has problems in their life. Grow up, act your age.
Anyway. calm. :3
OMGGGZZZ IT'S CHRISTMAS IN 1 HOUR AND 18 MINUTES :O
Exciting.
:) Mum has also totally bought down all my presents and shizz :') yaaaaaaaay<3
Merry christmas everybody:)
Selfish and inconsiderate people get on my nerves.
I mean, seriously, just stop thinking about yourself for one minute and think about how other people are feeling. It's not hard. And most people really do appreciate it.
Yeah, okay, you're angry and upset. You're not the only one who has problems in their life. Grow up, act your age.
Anyway. calm. :3
OMGGGZZZ IT'S CHRISTMAS IN 1 HOUR AND 18 MINUTES :O
Exciting.
:) Mum has also totally bought down all my presents and shizz :') yaaaaaaaay<3
Merry christmas everybody:)
Thursday, 23 December 2010
100 truths
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage: tea
2. last phone call: dad
3. last text message: urbz
4. Last song you listened to: guns and horses - ellie goulding.
5. last time you cried: poked myself in the eye with mascara yesterday :')
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = if you mean go out with someone, break up, and then go out with them again then yes, yes i have.
7. been cheated on = i hope not.
8. kissed someone & regretted it = ha. no.
9. lost someone special = maybe :/
10. been depressed = i wouldn't go as far as 'depressed'.. just really sad :p
11. been drunk and threw up = nope.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. brown
13. orange
14. blue
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend?: i think so
16. Fallen out of love?: didn't really fall in love, so no.
17. Laughed until you cried?: all the time :L
18. Met someone who changed you?: don't think so
19. Found out who your true friends were?: not really.
20. Found out someone was talking about you?: not reallyyy.
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend’s list?: no.
GENERAL:
22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life: pretty much all of them
24. Do you have any pets: no
26. What did you do for your last birthday: party, shopping with birdy and urbz, and dinner with family :)
27. What time did you wake up today: 11
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: listening to musi
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Christmasssss! :D
30. Last time you saw your Mother: not long ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: there's a lot i would like to change. but if i had to choose... probably my family situation
32. What are you listening to right now: ellie goulding- human :)
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yeahh
34. What’s getting on your nerves right now: money.
35. Most visited webpage: facebook
36. Nicknames: balls?
37. Relationship Status: single
38. Zodiac Sign: cancer
40. He or She?: he..i mean she.
41. Primary school: holly spring :')
42. Secondary School?: garth hill
43. Eye colour? brown/hazel
44. Hair Colour?: brown
45. Long or short?: long-ish
46. Height: 5'6" maybe?
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: no
48: What do you like about yourself?: that's a hard one.
49. Piercings?: no :')
50. Tattoos?: no
51. Righty or lefty?: Righty
52. First surgery: neck
53. First piercing: none
54. First best friend: can't remember
55. First sport you joined: ballet
58. best friend?: urbz and birdy :)
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: just had bacon
60. Drinking – tea
61. I’m about to – go to the toilet ;)
63. Waiting for – Christmas
64. Want kids?: yeah :)
65. Get Married?: yeah
66. Career?: nonee
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes?: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: i wouldn't know.
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arm: stomach?
73. Sensitive or loud = sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = either
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no
77. Drank hard liquor: no
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yeah :L
79. kissed on first date: no
80. Broken someone’s heart: i hope not.. :/
81. Had your own heart broken: not really. just been bitterly disappointed.
82. Been cheated on? hope not.
83. Turned someone down: don't think so
84. Cried when someone died?: yeah.
85. Fallen for a friend: yeah.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = I don't know
87. Miracles = Yeah :)
88. Love at first sight = Kinda
89. Heaven = Yeaahh
90. Santa Claus = Oh yeah
91. Kiss on the first date: yeah
92. Angels =no
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bff?: yeah, the more the merrier :)
94. Is there one person you want to be with right now?: not really
95. Did you sing today?: not yet
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no :O
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why?: i wouldn't, i'm happy where i am.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: that's for me to know and you.. not to know..;)
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: i'm scared of not falling in love.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: why not :)
1. last beverage: tea
2. last phone call: dad
3. last text message: urbz
4. Last song you listened to: guns and horses - ellie goulding.
5. last time you cried: poked myself in the eye with mascara yesterday :')
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = if you mean go out with someone, break up, and then go out with them again then yes, yes i have.
7. been cheated on = i hope not.
8. kissed someone & regretted it = ha. no.
9. lost someone special = maybe :/
10. been depressed = i wouldn't go as far as 'depressed'.. just really sad :p
11. been drunk and threw up = nope.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. brown
13. orange
14. blue
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend?: i think so
16. Fallen out of love?: didn't really fall in love, so no.
17. Laughed until you cried?: all the time :L
18. Met someone who changed you?: don't think so
19. Found out who your true friends were?: not really.
20. Found out someone was talking about you?: not reallyyy.
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend’s list?: no.
GENERAL:
22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life: pretty much all of them
24. Do you have any pets: no
26. What did you do for your last birthday: party, shopping with birdy and urbz, and dinner with family :)
27. What time did you wake up today: 11
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: listening to musi
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Christmasssss! :D
30. Last time you saw your Mother: not long ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: there's a lot i would like to change. but if i had to choose... probably my family situation
32. What are you listening to right now: ellie goulding- human :)
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yeahh
34. What’s getting on your nerves right now: money.
35. Most visited webpage: facebook
36. Nicknames: balls?
37. Relationship Status: single
38. Zodiac Sign: cancer
40. He or She?: he..i mean she.
41. Primary school: holly spring :')
42. Secondary School?: garth hill
43. Eye colour? brown/hazel
44. Hair Colour?: brown
45. Long or short?: long-ish
46. Height: 5'6" maybe?
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: no
48: What do you like about yourself?: that's a hard one.
49. Piercings?: no :')
50. Tattoos?: no
51. Righty or lefty?: Righty
52. First surgery: neck
53. First piercing: none
54. First best friend: can't remember
55. First sport you joined: ballet
58. best friend?: urbz and birdy :)
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: just had bacon
60. Drinking – tea
61. I’m about to – go to the toilet ;)
63. Waiting for – Christmas
64. Want kids?: yeah :)
65. Get Married?: yeah
66. Career?: nonee
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes?: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: i wouldn't know.
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arm: stomach?
73. Sensitive or loud = sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = either
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no
77. Drank hard liquor: no
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yeah :L
79. kissed on first date: no
80. Broken someone’s heart: i hope not.. :/
81. Had your own heart broken: not really. just been bitterly disappointed.
82. Been cheated on? hope not.
83. Turned someone down: don't think so
84. Cried when someone died?: yeah.
85. Fallen for a friend: yeah.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = I don't know
87. Miracles = Yeah :)
88. Love at first sight = Kinda
89. Heaven = Yeaahh
90. Santa Claus = Oh yeah
91. Kiss on the first date: yeah
92. Angels =no
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bff?: yeah, the more the merrier :)
94. Is there one person you want to be with right now?: not really
95. Did you sing today?: not yet
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no :O
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why?: i wouldn't, i'm happy where i am.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: that's for me to know and you.. not to know..;)
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: i'm scared of not falling in love.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: why not :)
Monday, 20 December 2010
Essex!
Keyboard still broken. Poo.
Just got back from London, woohoo. We took the train in the end (which took 2 and a half hours -.-). Had a preeettyyy good day :) Went to this Italian restaurant in Upminster and had a Sunday lunch. Omnomnom. Then we went back to my Uncles house and pretty much watched my 2 year old cousin chase their cat around the house. very entertaining.
Then we stayed overnight in a Premier Inn. Was pretty comfy, but I was so hyper so I couldn't sleep -.-
And then this morning I went to visit my great auntie Mona. Which was nice, but also sad 'cos she's 92 and she might not be around next Christmas. :(
Then another 3 hour journey back home.
FUN.
Embarrassing/stupid things I have done in the past 30 hours:
Just got back from London, woohoo. We took the train in the end (which took 2 and a half hours -.-). Had a preeettyyy good day :) Went to this Italian restaurant in Upminster and had a Sunday lunch. Omnomnom. Then we went back to my Uncles house and pretty much watched my 2 year old cousin chase their cat around the house. very entertaining.
Then we stayed overnight in a Premier Inn. Was pretty comfy, but I was so hyper so I couldn't sleep -.-
And then this morning I went to visit my great auntie Mona. Which was nice, but also sad 'cos she's 92 and she might not be around next Christmas. :(
Then another 3 hour journey back home.
FUN.
Embarrassing/stupid things I have done in the past 30 hours:
- Got in the wrong taxi.
- Didn't realize that my Auntie was pregnant, until half an hour after arriving.
- Didn't realize my 2 year old cousin had found my Uncles alcohol cupboard. Stopped him just in time :L
- Fell over on the ice.
- Knocked over my Aunties potted plant.
- Literally fell on top of a stranger on the train, and then had to sit next to him for the next hour. Awkwarrrddd.
I am such a twat.
My dad spoils me. He's giving me a large amount of money for Christmas, and he got me chanel perfume D: Hum. he knows I'm grateful :p
Saturday, 18 December 2010
My laptop keyboard is broken.
Yes yes, it's true. I, Ellie Ball, can no longer type 'c' and 'v'. Literally the worst keys to break in this situation, because I can't 'ctrl+c' (copy) or 'ctrl+v' (paste). Not mentioning that one of my ctrl keys are also broken too -.- Thank God for spell check, eh?
Anyway. Boo, snow! It ruined all my plans :( Not going to Reading today anymore, and probably not going to London to see family tomorrow either! Damn. Even though London would have been boring anyway, I'm still disappointed I'm not going (probably).
Hummm. So what to do now? Already been to Tesco with mum and dad. I'e taken pitures in the snow. All my friends went to a park that's on the other side of town :/ takes me half an hour to walk there normally, let alone in the snow. So tbh, I couldn't really be bothered. Also my dads here so I wouldn't have been allowed anyway :L So now I am sitting on the sofa with my mum, on Deviant Art, Facebook, Lookbook and Formspring. Yay for social networking!
Anyway. Boo, snow! It ruined all my plans :( Not going to Reading today anymore, and probably not going to London to see family tomorrow either! Damn. Even though London would have been boring anyway, I'm still disappointed I'm not going (probably).
Hummm. So what to do now? Already been to Tesco with mum and dad. I'e taken pitures in the snow. All my friends went to a park that's on the other side of town :/ takes me half an hour to walk there normally, let alone in the snow. So tbh, I couldn't really be bothered. Also my dads here so I wouldn't have been allowed anyway :L So now I am sitting on the sofa with my mum, on Deviant Art, Facebook, Lookbook and Formspring. Yay for social networking!
Friday, 17 December 2010
Thursday, 16 December 2010
All you are is mean.
Some people, I just can't understand.
Why be nice to someone, like you like them. And then act like a bitch, like you hate them? Why is there any need to do that? You either like someone or you don't, so just make your mind up and stop being such a manipulating bitch.
Wednesday, 15 December 2010
oh, hiiii.
Looking forward to this weekend - going to town on Saturday with some friendingalings, and then on Sunday going up to Essex to see some family. Which should be rather boing but hey, we're going out for a nice dinner and seeing some people I haven't seen in a while. :) Then we're staying overnight in Romford and the next morning either going shopping at Bluewater/Lakeside (can never remember which one's which :L) or going to see my Grandad. Then going home. Good stufff :)
So.. Word on the street is I just ordered a jumper from The Illustrated People at Topshop. It's pretty haawwwtt. Hopefully can wear it on Saturday/Sunday/Monday if it gets here in time ;D (Might need to get some new leggins/jeggins to go with it though.. meh I can get some cheap ones from primark on Saturday ;) )
Hey hey hey guess what? Tomorrow is the last full day of term! As we go home at 1:25 on Friday. Yayy, I literally can't wait for 2 weeks of no school! 2 weeks of lie ins, doing what I like, wearing what I like, no homework. Will probably end up just eating all the time, sleeping until midday and not doing anything. Ah. I love holidays ;D
Yaaaaah, happy Ellie :)
So.. Word on the street is I just ordered a jumper from The Illustrated People at Topshop. It's pretty haawwwtt. Hopefully can wear it on Saturday/Sunday/Monday if it gets here in time ;D (Might need to get some new leggins/jeggins to go with it though.. meh I can get some cheap ones from primark on Saturday ;) )
Hey hey hey guess what? Tomorrow is the last full day of term! As we go home at 1:25 on Friday. Yayy, I literally can't wait for 2 weeks of no school! 2 weeks of lie ins, doing what I like, wearing what I like, no homework. Will probably end up just eating all the time, sleeping until midday and not doing anything. Ah. I love holidays ;D
Yaaaaah, happy Ellie :)
Tuesday, 14 December 2010
Tired of being alone.
I've been single for a year now. A whole year of singledom. I haven't even liked anyone that much and as far as I know, no one's liked me.
Yeah, I know, I'm only 13. I'm a 'little girl'.
I dont give a shit. It's still hard. I'm so aloneee D:
On a brighter note..
It's like 10 days until Christmas, motherfuckers! I'm so excited. :D
Also. 2011 O.O
Also. JANUARY SALESS. Clothes and bags and christmas moneys shopping ohmygosh I'm jizzing at the thought..
YAAAAY EXCITMENT! ^.^
Yeah, I know, I'm only 13. I'm a 'little girl'.
I dont give a shit. It's still hard. I'm so aloneee D:
On a brighter note..
It's like 10 days until Christmas, motherfuckers! I'm so excited. :D
Also. 2011 O.O
Also. JANUARY SALESS. Clothes and bags and christmas moneys shopping ohmygosh I'm jizzing at the thought..
YAAAAY EXCITMENT! ^.^
Sunday, 12 December 2010
Saturday, 11 December 2010
If you died, would you stay on earth to be near the ones you love or float to into the sky and live in a world that is beyond your wildest imagination?
I'm not religious, but I believe in life after death. I mean, our bodies are so amazing. Full of emotion and spirit and energy. I find it hard to believe that when our bodies die our souls and emotions die too.
It might not be heaven, it might not be the beautiful, sunny paradise that people think it could be. It might be just like earth, a mixture of good and evil. It could be a horrible place where the souls are left to rot. Maybe we'll be reincarnated. Who knows?
Friday, 10 December 2010
We had magic, this is tragic.
Well heeeey there. :) From now on I shall be writing on this lovely blog as my other one was far too private for the world to see, it shall be deleted shortly.
For those people who never read my other blog, I'm Ellie Ball, I'm 13 years old and living near London in England. I'm interested in art, fashion and writing. I'm not extraordinarily talented at any of those things though >< When I'm older I would quite like to be journalist. :)
Today at school was alright, I'm a bit sick though. :/ Let me tell you, coughing all the time gets a bit annoying after awhile. Also gets on other peoples nerves (which is something that I am talented at, teehee). I feel really germy and disgusting. Ewww. I might go and have a shower soon because germy and disgusting isn't really a nice thing to feel.
On a slightly brighter note, it's Friday! (It was a Friday when I started my other blog too, what an exciting coincidence..) Ah, two days of freedom. This weekend I shall buy everyones Christmas presents, hopefully go shopping because I likes shopping :3, watch the x factor final ('cos I'm cool?), do my crappy Personal Development project (on families, what a piss take ;) ), and er sleep eat cough and shit? Maybe go out with friendingalings/famalam. Sounds good to me.
Anyway, I think that's it for now. I don't want to bore you with random ramblings about something you probably don't care about, so I'll just stop right here. Sorry this was rather boring and thank you for reading!
For those people who never read my other blog, I'm Ellie Ball, I'm 13 years old and living near London in England. I'm interested in art, fashion and writing. I'm not extraordinarily talented at any of those things though >< When I'm older I would quite like to be journalist. :)
Today at school was alright, I'm a bit sick though. :/ Let me tell you, coughing all the time gets a bit annoying after awhile. Also gets on other peoples nerves (which is something that I am talented at, teehee). I feel really germy and disgusting. Ewww. I might go and have a shower soon because germy and disgusting isn't really a nice thing to feel.
On a slightly brighter note, it's Friday! (It was a Friday when I started my other blog too, what an exciting coincidence..) Ah, two days of freedom. This weekend I shall buy everyones Christmas presents, hopefully go shopping because I likes shopping :3, watch the x factor final ('cos I'm cool?), do my crappy Personal Development project (on families, what a piss take ;) ), and er sleep eat cough and shit? Maybe go out with friendingalings/famalam. Sounds good to me.
Anyway, I think that's it for now. I don't want to bore you with random ramblings about something you probably don't care about, so I'll just stop right here. Sorry this was rather boring and thank you for reading!
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